| ...finally moving on... |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|07:31 am] |
| [ | how im feelin |
| |  groggy | ] |
Yeah, so I think I finally see the light. There will never be another relationship between me and joey. And im acually starting to like someone else. And im so happy God has given me the strength to finally see through my thick brain that we are done, over. I never thought I would acually figure it out. I mean, im still in love with that stupid head and I have never had this strong of feelings for anyone before and it hurts to see him with tiffany but I just gotta get over it. I just gotta move on. Lifes to short to be sad over a highschool love gone wrong. Well, Ashley is with Tyler and everything is going good with her. Hurray. Her dad is changing..its weird.
And this morning I had to get ready in 15 minutes because I accidently turned my alarm off when it awoke me. And fell back to sleep...ahhh.. |
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[Sep. 9th, 2004|07:23 am] |
| [ | how im feelin |
| |  grateful | ] |
Maegan spent the night with me last night and we practiced our rap for the talent show its gonna be off da hookizzle. We are in my dads room right now eating dounuts. I went to church alst night and I feel so in touch with God right now. I really am going to try and get on the right track. I mean, God died for our sins and what do I have to show for that? Im not even appriciative of what he did for me. I just make myself sick sometimes. Thinking about how I try to take advantage of God. But not anymore. Im trying to share my faith with all of my friends. Everyone deserves to know God. And thats my goal...
and i love ashley guinn with all my heart and soul... |
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| So we leave for St. Loueey |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|03:11 pm] |
| [ | how im feelin |
| | ecstatic | ] |
Today has been a pretty good day so far. I am so excited about leaving for st louis tomorrow. We get to go to six flags and white water bay and the whole shabang. I cant wait. We get to go out to eat like every night to. And we are going to see the cardinals play a baseball game. That should be really fun too. I know im in a room with Aly but thats all I know so far. I wish I could acually find that special guy to come into my life. I wish I could find someone who would care about me and do anything for me. Like I thought HE did. I just wish I could get those same feelings again. Im sad when I dont have those feelings. There so special. I like them,haha. |
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| school kicks butt... |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|07:37 am] |
| [ | how im feelin |
| |  awake | ] |
Yesterday was so tiring. I had softball practice tell like 5 then I had soccer practice from 6:45 tell like 8:45. We went to Velocity too. My back is hurting so incredibly bad. I love school. Im acually doing ok on my school work too, besides chemistry. I dont understand Chemistry too well. Everything else Im doin good at. I love soccer. I love it. I cant wait tell I get to college and get to play it every single day. Its the best. |
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